Am I too smart for this world and it's system?
It feels strange to type like this. I used to use the Colemak keyboard layout, but now I use QWERTY because some software at work doesn’t recognize the Colemak layout. This issue only occurs on Windows OS.
To begin working and get into the system somehow, I reverted to using the QWERTY keyboard.
I’ve been handicapped by Colemak before, enslaved by it. I couldn’t use other keyboards, and others couldn’t use mine. I went too far off the beaten path.
This is incredibly disappointing. My head is hurting, and it’s causing me anxiety.
Imagine not having a right hand. When you attempt to shake others hands with your left hand, they extend their right hand instead. There’s no point in trying to change their behavior; it’s simply their nature.
I’ve given up. They won’t understand me, and they won’t support me. I need to adapt. Unless an organism adapts, it will go extinct.
With Colemak, my writing journey began, and with QWERTY, a new chapter will commence.
I’m returning to my former self. Now, I can play games.
Break down those walls and build something new.
Will i make it? I got no choice.
I have to roll the dice.
It may not be nice.
Time to tell my final good byes.
I will revisit you in the future.
Until then, you take care.
I’ve given up on my MacOS, Bash environment, Vim plugins, and packages. Now, I’ve also given up on Colemak. I feel like I’m too smart for this job and need to match their level.
I am not complaining. This will be a learning experience.
1 step back. 100 steps forward.
This is the way.
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